ITS ALL ABOUT YOU.

they tell me you're nothing to me.
but then you're everything to me.


i was going to go to school today simply because there was lab sessions for microbiology. but now im having cramps. menstural cramps that seem to have evolved and mutated into something so painful that i could get out of my bed until two plus in the afternoon.
it still hurts by the way. it hurts like hell. i have every mind to take my uterus out. and never have periods for the rest of my life. and i can adopt kids if i wanted to. then there is one less homeless little kid oout in the world. see? i'm helping a crisis here. i'm being a mighty good citizen.
dunfu says that he'll buy me a hot water bottle. something that i seriously need right now.

in my next life. i want to be a pampered pet. be it a dog or a kitten. just super majorly pampered. and loved by mr polkda dot. i really wouldn't mind that.

its okay if you don't believe. i'm not forcing you to do that. i wouldnt mind. but all i need is to know. but i wouldn't ask. i wouldn't make a move until i know for sure. they say i fall too deep.

its only you in my dreams.
you're the only one i need.
you'll be all i have until the end of time.
and you know it.


when you're gone.
the pieces of my heart are missing you.


so class was totally mad. where syafie was chasing nesha all over the place. he went on top of the table and i asked nesha to go below to run away from him. but it just seems wrong. syafie is one big guy by the way. and nesha said something about friction. kaira got turned on. rust me. she did.
bottomline. class was good yesterday and i wish i could have gone there today.

where did i got right?
how did i get you?